HUGE GIGANTIC TRIGGER WARNING: I post pictures of self harm, along with thinspo and eating disorder things. My name is inconsequential. I am 18, 4'10", and currently 98 pounds. I absolutely want to lose weight. My goal right now is to be 89, just under 90. 90 feels too big.
This is not my personal blog. This is more personal than my personal. This one is all of my dark thoughts~

4th December 2012

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excessively tagging this because there are a lot of potential triggers

omg you guys :3

I’ve officially gone vegan. Well, mostly vegan. It’s not for moral reasons; it’s for health reasons. I’m allowing myself one cheat day a week to eat just one non-vegan thing. It’s been three days and I’ve also been doing a ton of crunches and omgggg. This is so exciting. c:

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1st December 2012

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100 pounds

170~ish calories today so far (Greek yogurt with honey and 8 grapes)

Gonna have something delicious for dinner, not sure what yet. Maybe that stirfry stuff that I made last night (300) with steamed white rice (160). So that’d bring me up to 630. Blehblehbleh. It’s very filling and very delicious so I think that’s what I’ll have.

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22nd November 2012

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God I’m so bad at keeping up this blog.

I cut for the first time in over a month the other day.

Also I’m down to 99 pounds.

I feel like this is pretty successful.

But yeah I probably won’t be here much. Just when I feel like talking about this stuff and can’t post it on my regular blog.

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12th November 2012

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12th November 2012

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My dinner, and I’ll I’m eating today, was a bowl of giambotta, which is an Italian veggie stew type thing. It’s tomato, onion, and zucchini/squash. Approximately 75 calories. Apparently there are supposed to be potatoes in it lol but I’m really glad my mom doesn’t use them as they’re a disgusting amount of calories. But yeah, if I decide I want food later I’ll have canned peaches (50) and tea and I’ll crunch on ice. I’m determined to do this.

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12th November 2012

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12th November 2012

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tw: eating disorder; restricting; mention of specific weights; calories

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18th September 2012

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